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Softly, softly
The blade begins to scrape my pale skin
Drip, drip
The blood will stain my beautifully white sheets
The image will stain my wounded soul
But I have stopped caring
My soul will never heal
Let the clear reminder remain
So that I can reflect on it later
When my mind is more sane
Quickly stabbing
The blade is now part of me
I lose myself in the white hot pain
I will regret this but it's too late to stop
Pouring slowly
My gift of life will drain
But the wonderful music it creates in my head
The thoughts full of inspiring words
Will always bring me back to it
My addiction
Written tonight...
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Roqx Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I know exactly how you feel!
hiding scars from my parents has become a sport of it's very own...
I understand exactly how you feel...
you're other comments on this was things like
"I'm sorry... i wish you's stop doing this to yourself," ect, ect right?
you never really got someone who truly understood...
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rhirhi101 Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2012
Yea.. hiding it has become impossible, my parent knew I did so I just had to cut somewhere they wouldn't check.

It's also impossible to tell anyone without them saying how bad it is and how I should stop...etc..etc..And I hear I'm sorry waaay too much from people...
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Roqx Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
yeah...
that's a good idea...
i should try that...
my sister walked in on me one time
and she wrote about it in her journal...
then my parents found it, didnt know it
was her journal, read it and found out...
so now their all upset about it...

i know! i hate when people do that!
i'm like i don't want your sympathy,
i dont want your apology, i don't want
you to tell me how i should stop.
i'd rather have one person that understands
than a million people saying their sorry or how
bad it is...
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rhirhi101 Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2012
..Well that must have been a terrible way for them to find out...
I've never had someone actually walk in on me...people saw scars though..



Yea, but depending on who it is that is caring I sometimes don't mind it because to everyone will understand...
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Roqx Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
...yeah... my mom was all sad and upset about it...
i usually wear sweaters or wrist bands so people
can't see my scars...

yeah... i live in a really small town
and it's very hard to find one person
who is really truly caring...
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rhirhi101 Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2012
Yea....I used to till my mom kept checking so I cut elsewhere now....

...I'm sorry to hear that...
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Roqx Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
yeah same here...
it's not that big a deal...
i'm more of a "loner" type anyways...
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rhirhi101 Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2012
Yea..same...well..things can only get better...eventually.
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please-forgive-me Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2011
I-I'm sorry I wasn't here for you...do you want to talk about it?
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rhirhi101 Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2011
Heh it'salright, no ones ever truly around when I'm like that anyways..I never really want to talk about it...
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